Just came across

I still remember how people pulling me down mentally and physically.. I was left torn apart..

It hurts when it was from the people that you loved and trusted the most..

I was so fed up with them..

because I know there is no point for letting people to pull down and i must trust myself..

There is no point to pity myself and for better i must prove to them everything is wrong..

Thanked god for sending me good friends besides me.. They were my best companion and everything for me.. People always say that family know the best for us and understand us the most.. But yet i think that my best friend understand me the most and being there for me without fail..

FML

F*** i've never been this fat after 4 years.. I promised myself i need to slim down at least 5kgs before JINJIN's back!!! and i can't wait to see her :)

Btw, i miss wearing my white shorts and my red tops!!! those were my fav but now i can't wear neither of it.. F***..

This is so depressing... wtf... FML

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N

SHIT

Can you please tell me how to like a person that making you so depressed?
How can i pretend to be happy when i am unhappy?
How to show my unhappy face with a smiley face?
I can't fake it...
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
I need someone to understand me... even though you had ask me to ignore but how can i when i need to face them daily? I am a person with feelings especially i am more to sensitive...






Best to cover myself inside a blanket and start sobbing.. FUCK it!!!

Imbalance

*FUCK!*
I don't know what is wrong with me...
My mood swings like in directional wind...
I really hate it...
I am so sorry B for screaming and yelling at you..




DAMN!!!

Damage

It hurts when i confront what i dislikes..
Maybe i'm too over but i want the best for him..

but i still love u lots..

* FREEDOM *

1 DAY i will BE

*gembira-nyer*

*amboi-amboi tengah berangan*

:p

Unchained door

God closed the door and will it be open again??




It has been a question for me ever since shits happened in this 2 weeks..



You gave me everything but you shove it..



I'm confused....